I had my first moment yesterday. I've read about them. I've read that they can't be anticipated and there is no warning.
Yesterday was my first "real" day out. The kids were taken care of and I was on my way to rehearsal. I am following the directions when all of a sudden I turn onto the road very near the ultrasound clinic we were at last Saturday for our news. I saw the clinic. I burst into tears and couldn't stop until I was almost downtown parking for my rehearsal.
I thankfully was able to pull myself together and immersed myself in a little Brahms musical therapy. I was alright during the rehearsal but still a little shaken up for the rest of the day. We will see what happens today.
On a bright note: The leprechauns attacked our lunch today! We had green mac n' cheese, pickles, cucumbers, and green milk!! Evan was too funny. If someones shirt wasn't entirely green he didn't think that counted. He insisted on pinching Justin because he had a white shirt and a green tie. He insisted that he pinch Landon because his shirt was white with green stripes. I was safe!
Another bright note: I wore something other than yoga pants today (mostly because I had been wearing the same ones for a while and couldn't justify another day ... they really need a wash). It was a t-shirt and some loose jeans, but it was still a slight effort.