Monday, August 29, 2011

I DID IT!!!!!!!

I did it!!!!

I mean I actually did it! I nailed my audition!

Let me start at the beginning.

One month ago I got the call for the audition in Red Deer. You might remember last year when I had an audition. I didn't make it, but a lot of good came from that audition. Most of the playing I did this last year was a result of the exposure that I got from the audition and gigs with the Red Deer Symphony Orchestra.

I get very nervous about auditioning! I wanted this soo badly!!! I have put in the work and did everything that I knew I could do to practice playing through my nerves. I had some pretty neat experiences that I wanted to share.

I've been praying that I will be able to play well in the audition. I kept telling God that if he would just help me to play like I had been doing in my practice sessions that I would be happy, whether I got the job or not.

Immediately before I went in to the building I said another prayer. Just as I was praying for help to calm my nerves I felt like I should open my eyes. Right in front of me was a key chain I have hanging from my steering wheel that reads ... relax. It is a small thing, but it really made me feel better in that moment.

In an audition setting I can't "practice". It messes with my head. I bring reading material and my IPod. Well today I felt like reading. I made sure that I brought an uplifting book that would make me feel good. The book I chose today is written by Kris Belcher called "Hard Times and Holy Places". I have heard her speak and she is truly inspiring, but that is a different post. I was reading and I came across this verse in the Book of Mormon.

2 Nephi 32:9 "But behold, I say unto you that ye must pray always, and not faint; that ye must not perform anything unto the Lord save in the first place ye shall pray unto the Father in the name of Christ, that he will consecrate thy performance unto thee, that thy performance may be for the welfare of thy soul."

It is amazing the calm I felt come over me. I felt like the verse was literally speaking to me about my current situation. I knew that I had done all I could and had plead to my Heavenly Father to help me, and he would. Not long after that I felt VERY strongly that I should try a different reed that I had made two nights earlier. I was skeptical because I made that reed and hadn't played on it since. The reed felt really good!!!! I decided to warm up on it and ultimately used it in the audition. Man am I glad I did ... that reed was amazing! How grateful I am for inspiration from above. I know I wouldn't have picked it up without that heavenly guidance.

The audition went great! Was it perfect ... no, but I am still so pleased with my performance. The panel totally threw me for a loop when they decided to let the screen down for the second round. The entire audition is usually blind but they decided to change it up in the second round. I really think this was in my favor. I will be the first to tell you that I am not a good auditioner, but I am a great performer!!!! When I went back after I was hired the conductor kept talking about my poise and aura while I perform. He kept coming back to it and I think that was what separated me from the other candidates, that and how I play the oboe solo from the Brahm's violin concerto ;-)

To say the least I am more than thrilled to have been offered a contract with the Red Deer Symphony Orchestra. I feel very proud, grateful, and humble right now. Thanks to everyone who was praying for me ... it helped! Right now in my life this is my dream job and I can't believe that I have it. What an amazing month this will be for me!!! My birthday is on Friday, in 17 days we will be moving into a house that our entire family can operate in. We hired full time help for Evan, she will start next week (more on that later). I have a pretty incredible little family that I can claim as my own, and to top it off I got my dream job!!! I am one lucky girl!

Maybe I will have a little bit more time to blog now that I'm not practicing and making reeds every night ;-)

14 comments:

Lowdogg said...

Congrats Kira! That is a lot of wonderful news.

Irene Da Costa said...

Congrats luv! You deserve it it all!
Hugs and kisses to the boys, Justin included! :)

Becky said...

That is wonderful news, Kira!

Lacy said...

Wow! Congratulations! I loved to read this post!

Becky said...

Also, will you please message me the address for your new place? I think I might actually get to Christmas cards this year, and I also want to send a birth announcement. Thanks!

Lynn said...

AWESOME! Congratulations. How wonderful to read the closeness that you have with the spirit.

Linz said...

Yeah, Kira!!! Mad props and big ups!! So happy for you!

Alycia (Crowley Party) said...

CONGRATS! I know how important this was to you and how nervous you were :) I am so happy for you!

Anonymous said...

congratulations! can you post a sample of you playing?

Peter and Mandy said...

Wow Congrats!

Claudia said...

Congratulations!!! I can't wait to see your new home :)

Jen and Ricky said...

Congrats Kira!!! I'm so excited for you. This is seriously so cool!!! and Happy Birthday!!! Will be thinking about you today :) Can't wait to hear updates and wishing I could be closer to you! :)

Lisa said...

I'm late in posting this but you know how happy and excited I was for you. I loved that you shared that scripture and some of the spiritual experiences you had. Prayers are answered and Heavenly Father is indeed aware of all of us. You've worked hard and you deserve this. Love you!

Tessa M said...

yea! I'm so happy for you Kira!